Who IS This Girl??

So today, I went out for coffee with "the ladies", which is the regular Friday thing - drop the boy at preschool and then go and chit chat with the ladies, who are a fantastic group of other mommies (and a gramma) who I am also fortunate enough to have as my neighbours. Two of them know about Mona, and are incredibly suppotive of my decision. And today, although they are supposed to be "being good" along with me, they decided they're going to be naughty and go out someplace for lunch. And they invited me.

As we sat there, discussing possible dining locations that are dripping with deliciousness, I just knew in my head that I wouldn't be joining them. I want to. I love hanging out with them, and we always have so much fun when we're out together, and yet I knew that I would say no. I didn't say no right then, but when they called me just now to to see if I was coming, I declined. This weekend is my dad's birthday, and I'm also going to a Superbowl party, so I know there will be wine, and I just decided that no...I don't want to sabbotage myself today. I might not be that strong tomorrow, or next week, but for today, I'm just not gonna do it. And I feel pretty effing spectacular about my choice!

I don't know who this girl is, but I love her! Where has she been all my life??