Wow. I can't believe I've essentially made it to the finish line! 2 more shakes to go and I'm there! Well...to the stabbing, bleeding part, anyway. I realize...VIVIDLY...that this is only the beginning of a very long road. But I think I'm ready. I really, honestly think I can do this! And not only that, I think I'm excited about doing it. Just taking CARE of myself. And doing something really really good for myself. Feels a little selfish, but still pretty awesome.
I slept fine last night, but I don't expect the same tonight. I'm actually now really starting to get butterflies about the surgery and recovery part. I took a look at my stomach this morning. Appreciated it for how non-scarred it is. Well, aside from the stretch marks, but I don't mind those because my little puddins gave me those. I think I'll take a before picture of it, so I can remember it as it was. My big, giant belly, sans stab wounds. lol!
I need a name for my band. Since it's going to be with me for a long time, I figure I should give her a name - and yeah, she's a girl. I'm considering Mona, but I'm open to suggestions.
So glad to hear you're pumped for tomorrow. I feel better knowing you got through the two weeks pre-op. Let us know how you do. Are you going to "Moan-a" about the band? LOL.
ReplyDeleteI'm so excited for you! Nervous too! Please let me know when you're home and ok, will you?
ReplyDeleteYou sound so positive and confident... this makes me so happy! Yay you!